Been feeling under the weather today. Quite literally. I think it's the weather. I don't know, but i think i was unnecessarily unhappy because of the sucky weather. Just didnt feel like doing anything. Didn't feel like talking. Didn't feel like having TSD. Didn't feel like doing Econs. Didn't feel like carrying my bag. Didn't even look where I was walking. Didn't feel like living anymore.
Just felt really tired. Felt like I couldn't breath. Felt a pain in my chest. Felt like slamming every door I walked through. Felt like puking. Felt like crying.
People don't know because they can't.
To Kim and Gabriel, thanks. And sorry if I did screw things up.
Argh, back to work. Chan Poh Meng's coming to class tomorrow, and I don't feel like going to school. Sigh. It's like the Theatre of the Absurd. Ironically, here's what my notes for Theatre of The Absurd look like.
"
1. Life is Meaningless
2. Waiting
3. Desperation and Loneliness.
"
Perfect. It all makes sense now. HAH. HAH. HAH.
sigh. I hope people are happy.
