A confusion
I don't understand, why can't I enjoy?
I don't get it. How people can enjoy while doing similar things as I am. Really, is it just me being incompetent?
To convince myself would be temporary. So why do I even bother.
Just realised how being away from Timothy and Gabriel have made me keep to myself more. Just had a few conversations, and I feel so much more. I just feel so much more. More relaxed and less bottled up (which is a horrible feeling overall). Really, the greatest gift I've ever received is the gift of my good pals, whom I can talk to and who understand me. For without whom, I'd be fat. Fat from all that shutting up and turning only to comfort food.
